Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 21:19:22 GMT

i am no longer the person who started this journal.
at all.
i am so much better than this.
behind each entry is a reminder of all of my mistakeshowever, .
i am grateful for them. if they weren't made, i would be a different person, have completely different relationships with people.
but i no longer make mistakes like them. i havent since they were made so long ago.

A new journal is necessary to reflect the person i have become.
w00t how exciting.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 23:39:36 GMT

you're dumb. good job trying to erase me.

AHAH WHATEV ARTHUR IS BETTER ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Gina;

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 03:03:49 GMT

Every year since 9th grade me and Peter always jumped around from different groups of friends in school. And every year we always talk about it. Its like a never ending cycle.

This year, we're both happy with the group of friends we have now and want to stay how we are.

I love you Arthur, Elyssa and John. You guys are so amazing.

♥

Arthur;

Tue, 31 May 2005 05:09:41 GMT

hiiii ginaaaaaaa
i'm updating your journal cause i can't sleep.
i love youuuuu, likeeeee.. a lottttttt.

-boyfriend.

Gina;

Mon, 23 May 2005 00:20:44 GMT

I think Michael Moore is stupid.

His "documentaries" are so fucking boring i want to shoot myself.

Gina;i'll keep singing this lie.

Thu, 19 May 2005 21:37:09 GMT

If anyone is planning on becoming a lawyer, take my advice and do not do it.

I swear i'd burn the city down to show you the light

Gina;

Wed, 18 May 2005 17:18:29 GMT

I used to watch House every week. It was soooooooo much better than ER simply because Dr. House was the best doctor everrrrrrrr. But i havent seen it since like february or march.

Is it on Tuesdays or thursdays?

Gina; Gross

Wed, 18 May 2005 16:06:56 GMT

i found a colony of ants in my room.

i killed them.

Gina; ALEXXXXXXx

Sun, 08 May 2005 01:01:09 GMT

ALEX WHEN YOU COME ONLINE, IF IM NOT ONLINE PLEASE COMMENT ME AND TELL ME WHAT THE HW FOR MR HALPERIN WAS>

KTHANKSBYE

Gina;

Sat, 07 May 2005 23:22:49 GMT

I took the SAT today.

hopefully i did well and wont have to take it again in october. its too fucking long.

Gina; I haven't been online in 92318492384 days.

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 03:12:56 GMT

This vacation has been fun. Yesterday and today i hung out with Arthur Elyssa and John. Whoa. it was a blastttttt. They're fun.

I have too much power at work. I get mad when i dont get my way. I need to get the power taken away from me.

Gina;

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 04:20:42 GMT

Im glad you dont make me sad anymore

Gina; please send me anything but signals that are mixed

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 23:58:12 GMT

Senior year is coming soon.

My favorite uncle has cancer in his lymph system. I dont know what that it though :\

i've never been so scared in my life.

Gina; first day of cycle four.

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 00:52:28 GMT

This weekend was amazing.

On Friday Arthur took me to see Rent. Which was amazinggggggggggg. whats funny is the first time i saw rent, the understudy, Jay Wilkinson, played Roger. When we went this time i was looking at the cast list AND THE UNDERSTUDY JAY WILKINSON WAS GOING TO PLAY ROGER AGAIN. Iamsoinlovewithhim. The girl who played Mimi was reallyyyy bad. But this Mark reminded me so much of mr. mills. Not so much the way he looked this time. But the way he said some things.

Then on saturday, we went to see Guess Who. Oh man it was sooo funny. i laughed a lot.
i also saw party monster this weekend. It was an ok movie. OH and enemy at the gates. WHICH WAS AMAZING TIMES 39824902834-0912-094093u5094309683289545

Arthur is the greatest person in the world. I love him a lot<3.

So today was the first day of cycle four. How exciting. A day full of delany cards and class rules which we have heard a million and one times before. My scheduale for those in murrow and care to look

A: Italian: Ms. Croce- 240D
B: Contraversial Legal Issues: Ms. Giberga- 340B
C: American Government: Ms. Mazzini- 376
D: Badminton: Ms. Monahan-G-3A
E: Earth Science: Ms. Harris- 386
F: Lab Opta/Lab on Fridays
G: Pre-Cal: Ms. Chernova- 306
H: JR AP Writing: Ms. Russo- 256
J: American Experience: Mr. Halperin- 340E

I like my program. The only things wrong are that i would get rid of contraversial Legal issues. There are a bunch of fucking obnoxious people in my class, who i've had classes with and went to the girls learn club. They're really annoying and always put other people down. To make it worse, i do not know ANYONE in the class, and the cycle project is a group project :\. this sucks a lot. And i would have also liked an Opta/Bad
minton with Arthur, sara or allison.

Im SOOOOO excited to have Mr. Halperin again. I wanted him so bad that i would have been soo upset if i didnt get him this cycle.

whatelsewhatelse. OH YEAH. i know like UM no one in any of classes. Its really bad. In italian, im surround by TWO REALLY OBNOXIOUS THEATHRE/240 GIRLS. theyre so fucking annoying.

Im thinking about taking italian next year. Apparently all you do is um. make italian food and eat it. lol. it will be fun.

Gina;

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 01:22:11 GMT

Im so mad. i'm STILL waiting for my sidekick. Its been a month already. Fucking dog had to go an break it. NOW GET THIS. It was delievered to my grandma's house monday, but someone else in the buildfing fucking signed for it (she lives in like a four family house thing). But she asked the landlord/the people there and SURPRISENLY NO ONE KNOWS WHERE IT IS. My grandma is convinced her old landlord (an old lady who still lives there) took it and threw it out (cause shes dont that before). NOW we have to wait "72 hours" so t-mobile can investigate. THEN i have to wait ANOTHER LIKE SIX MILLION WEEKS SO THEY CAN ORDER AND DELIVER ANOTHER ONE. God.

BUT. on the brightside, I got an ID for the Eisley show! YAYAYAYY. im goinggggg

Gina; I could careless

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 02:43:35 GMT

I've changed so much in this past year. Not changes that people would be able to notice though. More like changes in my thoughts and feelings. Just last night i was thinking back to freshman and sophmore year and thinking about people who i was so rude and disrespectful too. I am disgusted with myself. Sometime next week, im going to all of those people and just apologizing.

I have more confidence than i have ever had in my entire life.. I am happy with myself and i could careless what people think of me. I LOVE myself now and thats all that matters. I've stopped caring about those people who hurt me. If they want to talk to me, i'll talk. But i'm not making efforts anymore. I love my friends and my family. I couldnt be any happier.

Actually i could. My direct TV went out last night cause of the rain and stuff, and the dish got messed up so i wont have TV til Wednesday. Which means NO history channel tonight. That sucks.

El Oh Vee Ee,
Gina

Gina; :-\

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:29:01 GMT

R.I.P
Pope John Paul II<333

Gina; Anyone want to know how much i hate my life?

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 23:40:11 GMT

I wish i was 18. EISLEY THE MOST AMAZING BAND IN THE HISTORY OF BANDS, is playing a show at bowery ballroom on june 24th. BEST NEWS EVER RIGHT?!?!?!??!?!

No.

THE FUCKING SHOW IS 18+!!!!! ITS NOT FAIR. I WANT TO GO SOOOO BAD.

AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, Eisley is fucking HEADLINING!!! Their first headlining show. WTF. Stacy's not 18 yet!

I need to find someone who is 18 and their id can pass for me. :\. too bad jills would never work lol

Gina; My knuckles have turned to white

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 01:59:46 GMT

Sometimes i wonder why cant the American people be how they were a while ago. Proud of their country, doing whatever their country needed. When we watch those videos from WWII in Mr. Halperin's class, I get jealous at everything those people were willing to do for their country. How proud they were to be from America. I'm such a loser, but i cant help but smile when i see them. I really wish i was born into the generation as opposed to the one im living in now. Its really terrible. In fucking Government, you cant say one good thing about President Bush or you get 50 million people jumping to attack you, including that man who sits in the back of me. I dont know why he's there but hes an old man. And everytime we talk about Bush or something good about the country now, he like mumbles under his breath. That doesnt make it very easy for you to want to share your opinions in class. Sorry guy. If you dont like my country, get out. kthanx. Even in Mr. Halperin's class you get a bunch of asshole jumping at you when you say something they think is right is wrong.

BUT YEAH ANYWAY. I really wish people now a days were proud of America. Cause I know i am.

Now im gonna go be a loser and watch the history channel again. Someone save me from myself

Gina;

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 20:19:59 GMT

Ok sooooo heres a bunch of pictures from saturday. im just posting my three favorites and you guys can go look at the rest if you want here: http://photobucket.com/albums/y55/Xxmylovely/

Gina; The pretty accurate story:

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 19:42:44 GMT

for those who care to know, this is what happened last night. From Jay on the eisley message board:

"k here's the full story:

there were sharks next door at a seafood place and somehow they got in. see, boyd fell through the floor earlier and thought "wow this isnt safe" but was like "whatever". so anyway, the sharks came in the venue because they drilled through the wall. started eataing people left and right. pandemonium. then there were the "bondage teens" ((c) stacy 2005) and they were trying to fight the sharks, but failed. then Chad strapped spikes on his shoes and was stepping on people. then the hindenberg exploded.

twice.

(edit: that story was a lot funnier at starbucks with duprees and beardo making it up)

(ok here's the REAL story)

so, apparantly newfound glory's fans have some weight to them...or at least know how to cause a ruckus.

during nfg's set, the floor of the main room floor was buckling about a foot. we (people hanging out near the merch booths and stuff) below were treated to windows (that show between the rooms downstairs) flapping open and shut due to the cieling's contractions. after about 20 mins of it, fdny shows up. some people in another room of webster at an 80s prom thing were freaking out, so they were called. half way into nfg's set, everybody out. cleared the venue, merch, money, gear all of it stayed. it was eventful. and fun. and kinda cold.

NO ONE was hurt to my knowledge. The cieling didnt collapse, though the guy from the new york times interviewing jon (no joke) after the events seemed to think bad voodo went down."

Gina;

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 04:45:51 GMT

Eisley was sooo so amazing again tonight. This time i had front row center cause i skipped sam on line cause she was there since 9. Got amazingggggggggg pictures. Eisley was definitly so great. Jesse Lacey got a buzz cut lmao.

So i left after Eisley. Which i am so fucking grateful for. The show got shut down during NFG's set. I dont know what happened because someone who was there didnt tell me. But Jackie, arthur's friend, who was there told him and Lucy heard it on the news.

Apparently the ceiling fell down at webster hall. The power went completely out (i guess cause Jackie said she thought she was blind and deaf) and someone said everyone get out. and then the ceiling fell down.

that is so fucking creepy. I was JUST there. I was on the front baracade. I would have been one of the last people out. I would have gotten hurt. I would have been shaking and crying. Im so scared of stuff happening like that. and it happened somewhere i was like two hours before it happened.

Someone's looking out for me.

EDIT: OK SO APPARENTLY THE CEILING DIDNT FALL AND I WAS LIED TOO BY THE NEWS LMAO. it just showed like signs of falling.
EDIT AGAIN: It may have collapsed after everyone was evacuated.

Gina; I caught the moon in half and stuck a piece to my hair

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 02:21:04 GMT

Oh man. Eisley was sosoosososososoosososo amazing last night. like great. I loved them. I cant wait until saturday. it will be a blasttttttttttt.

I met Lianne last night!!! oh man. its been like 2 or 3 years or something i dont remember. shes so cool. even though i didnt get to talk to her long.

i'm really hyper :-\

Gina;

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 04:27:07 GMT

I finished my American History project. Thank god. Now all i have left to do for the rest of the cycle is finish my global saga project (easyyyyyy), Do my english project (which may be hard) and do my homework.

Oh yeah and finish that stupid french mile thing and pass the test.

EISLEY IS SOON. LIKE TUESDAY.

Gina;

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 04:15:55 GMT

Me and Jenn are in loveeeeeeeeeeeeee